I read a very beautiful mail recently. It said, those who are always seen as the strongest, are in fact the weakest internally. Those who are always seen helping, caring and protecting others are the ones who need help,love,care and protection the most. And the ones who never show their feelings are the ones who feel it most deeply.

And if the world were to end tomorrow, today all phones,mobiles,chatrooms,email servers and other lines of communication will get jammed. As everyone would want to share their true feelings to the ones they care for the most in the whole world. The messages like 'I love you', 'I am sorry', 'I have always loved you but never told you', 'I respect you a lot', 'I admire you and have always aspired to be like you' will flood the communication channels.

I wish more than believe that all of this is true. Then I too have a hope of ever melting the heart of that one person who behaves as if he doesn't care at all about me. His eyes betray his words, and that makes me keep my hopes of our reconciliation alive. The hopes are quite fragile right now. They might be shattered too. But if they are ever realized, then I will know that this mail was not bullshit. And his care for me always meant his need for the same. And I will surely give it this time most willingly.